budak malaysia

assignments assignments

2010-04-12T06:06:00.001-07:00

finishd my 2nd math asasignment 3 days b4 the due date... but on the due date, i was supposed to put it in the math1051 slot by 2pm... i totally forgot.. at 1.45pm i realised i have to pass it up... i ran to uni and managed to slot it in on time... and while passing it up i realised that there is another slot for math 1050(a subject i dont even take)... thats when i realised that i put my 1st assignment into the wrong slot... its been missing for such a long time... i told my tutor what happened with my first assignment and he managed to track it down... woohoo... wohooo

religion again(why religion???)

2010-04-01T07:11:00.000-07:00

i cant stop watching these videos on youtube about ethnic cleansing in different parts of the world... where there is a majority, the minority is oppressed.. but being oppressed is one thing... genocide is a whole new level of fucked up bullshit created by fucking high leaders of religions... what is the use of me going to the temple... is it to prove i'm a hindu... i know i dont pray in the temple... i'd rather pray in the privacy of my room... and why does one need to show that he or she is a member of a particular faith.. is it so that poeple can identify him or her by his or her religion... well i'd prefer being identified as myself and not as a member of a particular religion... all a good christian or muslim or sikh or hindu or budhist person has to do, is help and give and receive love and theres no need to pray coz the prayer is in the help that we serve and the answer to the prayer is in the love that we get... we dont have to pray to god to hear god's voice... god's voice is in the love that we feel when we help(willingly and sincerely)... but prayer is something personal i guess... when someone needs to overcome a problem, he or she prays... when he or she is happy, he or she prays the happiness lasts forever... but the element in prayer that divides us humans is RELIGION... there was originally only one religion... the religion of love... but we interpret it in so many different ways... and these different ways create tension amongst humans..hence, to get rid of the tension, one has to have the guts to say 'i am spiritual and not religious'..'i am human and not religious'...'i a believe in god and i have no religion'... and if you're atheist, you could say 'i believe in love and i'm proud to say i have no religion'....

2010-03-03T02:19:00.001-08:00

my top 10 solos...

1... stairway to heaven
2... freebird
3... comfortably numb
4... sweet child of mine
5... white room
6... sultans of swing
7... all along the watchtower
8... rock you like a hurricane
9... hotel california
10... one

top 20 songs

1... stairway to heaven
2... free bird
3... achilles last stand
4... sweet child of mine
5... baba o riley
6... all along the watchtower
7... castles made of sand
8... reign o'er me
9... blowing in the wind
10... voodoo child slight return
11... voodoo child
12... in my time of dying
13... ramble on
14... knocking on heavens door
15... child in time
16... hotel california
17... purple haze
18... sweet home alabama
19... immigrant song
20... dirty diana

this list keeps changing... but the number one always remains the same...

the best song in the world

2010-02-27T03:27:00.000-08:00

what is the best song in the world? each person would have his own opinion on the answer to this question... well this is my opinion on what the best song ever created was, is and will always be.... 'stairway to heaven' is a song by the legendary rock band Led Zeppelin... they are the gods of rock and the creaters of the song that plays in my head whenever i'm walking, lying down, doing math, bathing, taking a dump, etc.... now enough about the lords of rock... this post is about their epic song...

the song starts of so so so so slow and gentle... that guitar riff.... since the first time i listened to it, its been haunting me nearly everyday of my life.... then the flute comes in... oooh the flute... that magnifiscent tune... for some reason, when the flute started playing, i was reminded of a small peaceful village. kind of like the shire in the lord of the rings... many poeple think that robert plant's voice is terrible... similiar problem with jimi hendrix's voice... but i really really love their voices... in my opinion, noone can sing a led zeppelin song besides a led zeppelin and noone can rock a hendrix song besides the master of the guitar...

now i'm not at all good when it comes to interpreting song lyrics... but i've tried so hard to understand what this song is all about... in my opinion, and based on what i've read online(different poeples interpretations), i believe that this song is about poeple who are so rich and spoilt by their wealth... they think that whatever wrong they do, they have the right to buy their way into heaven later on... but im still puzzled at what this song actually means...

around the middle of the 4th minute, the drums come in and add pace to the song... the song slowly builds up... then, the legendary solo bursts and blows your mind... the solo is around 50 seconds long... its perfect and its magnifiscent... dont get me wrong, but this is my interpretation of a song... its like a relationship... you meet a girl(the song starts)... you take things slow(the song starts of slowly)... you get to know each other and have fun and slowly fall in love(the song builds and you're slowly hypnotized by it)... you make love to the girl(the solo comes in and you feel your blood rush through your veins and your back hair stands)... you realise that this is the girl that you love and you want to be with her forever(the song slowly fades away and after the song ends, you can't stop thinking about it)... i mean, i've never been in a relationship, but through this song... owh man... it's the world's number one song... that is my opinion...

4th day in brisbane....

2010-02-25T21:42:00.000-08:00

day b4 yday, i went to the bathroom... i locked the door... and the bathroom wasnt on the ground floor... it was on the first floor.... so i had a nice long shit, had a shower... wiped myself dry and went towards the door... i tried unlocking the door... the bloody key broke in the key hole... so i tried my best to pull the door open... but it didnt work... so i climbed out the bathroom window, onto the roof... the tiles on the roof were quite loose... i crawled to the edge and looked down... i couldnt see how far down the ground was bcoz i didnt have my glasses on... but it was quite far... i was too scared to jump.... so i kept shouting 'HELLOOOO... HELLOOOO' but no1 heard me... so after 15 to 20 mins of waiting in fear on the roof, i finally decided to jump off... so i jumped and broke my legs, fractured an elbow and ankle... okok i was perfectly fine... no fractured or broken bones or anything... but it was scarryyy...

heaven and hell

2010-02-13T23:43:00.001-08:00

i dont know if there is a heaven or a hell... but i do know for sure that there is a god... and this one god created human beings to spread love... so, it is my belief, that god gave us our own heaven as an office to spread this love that god preached... but humans, just as you see in the present political situation, like to corrupt and destroy... we didnt appreciate this heaven on earth... we took it for granted... and now, there is murder, rape, theft, blackmail, genocide, piracy, war, and so much of evil... god gave us our sanctuary... our own haven... and we fucked up so bad that this place that was once heaven, has turned into hell...

delayed flight

2010-01-07T00:42:00.000-08:00

me and my mom went to the airport to send my brother off... his flight was from jakarta to kl at 3.30pm, and then from kl to gold coast at 9.50pm... but things got so screwed up... his flight to malaysia was cancelled and they put him on another flight at 5.10pm on the same day... now the problem was, what if this new flight was delayed and he reaches kl too late to catch his flight to gold coast.. and when he spoke to the airport authorities in the soekarno hatta airport, they kept telling him that it won't be a problem... then the bloody flight was delayed from 5.10pm to 6.16pm... he reached kl at 9.20.. he went to the air asia counter and there was no1 at the counter... this was so irresponsible... but later my brother went and saw and spoke to the lcct airport authority and they finally agreed to let him stay in their hotel and they gave him a flight ticket for the next day to gold coast free of charge... low cost flights have this policy where they are not responsible for any delayed flights... its in the agreement that you agree to before you purchase their ticket...

religion

2009-12-25T21:20:00.000-08:00

i just realised that whatever man has made for the good of humankind, has done more harm to humans than it has done good... they built the automobile for easy transportation but it has polluted the air... they discovered nuclear power and the atom bomb was made... and the greatest but most terrifying creation of man, religion... i admit that religion was made for a good purpose... preaching love, acts of kindness and righteousness... but religion, in my opinion, has given birth to many extremist... man created religion... in religion there is the path to god... different religions have different paths,.. man kills in the name of god... more poeple die.... why do we stand up for religion when more poeple are dieing on its account... i'm not saying religion is evil... i'm saying humans have the nature of polluting anything thats pure... just like we've polluted the earth, we have also polluted religion... and now, look what has become of religion... in my opinion, religion is like food... you need it... but you need to keep it unpolluted, just like you need to keep food in the refridgerator to keep it bacteria free.... but we have left this 'food' outside the refridgerator for too long... and yet we still rely on this 'food'... saying that we should abolish religion is not the right answer... in that case we might as well abolish democracy for it was created for the poeple but has become the mother of all coruption... religion must be refined... but for me, i'd rather get rid of religion and live as a malaysian rather than as a religious person... man should preach spirituality and not belief...

missed flight

2009-12-23T21:08:00.000-08:00

bloody hell... went to kl from jakarta... reached kl... checked if i had return ticket... had it... checked the time and date for return ticket... 23rd december 3.25pm... 23rd december morning came... woke up at 10am... got ready... all set to leave for airport at 11.30am... checked if i had the ticket... had it... checked time and date more carefully... 23rd december 9.50am... FUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCKKKKKKED!!!!!!!!!!!!.... called mother.... called uncle... called brother... got triple screwing... bought new ticket ... 4.30pm same day.... rm320 gone from my pocket... reached jakarta.... went home.... got the major screwing from father.... watched tv until 2am... slept.... woke up.... typed out this post... haiz

seremban trip

2009-12-18T05:09:00.000-08:00

went to seremban dat day and stayed in simon's hse... nice guy, he didn't kick me out... anyway, he took me to eat all kindsa food... so much food... damn, i ate a lot there... the nite i went there, simon took me and jc to a roadside restaurant... over there we had shuit kap which is some kinda cold frog soup thingy... then we had a mee hun soup with fish... den there was coconut soup with squirrell and also coconut soup with chicken... the soup was awesome... and for the grand finalle, CRAB... the crab was just 'oooo yeaaaaa!!!'..... went back to simon's hse and played cho thai thi... hopefully i spelled that right... next morning, that simon woke me up so damn early... haiz... but then he took me for breakfast.. and that was superb... we had beef noodles... after that he took me and jc for abc... that was ok ok la.... from the abc place, we went to buy siew pau... i hope i spelled that right too... that was delicious... i bought about 6 to take back to penang for my friend to try it out... he thought it was great too... anyway, it was a great day, foodwise... had fun with my 2 closest friends in the university... except there was a moment when i got shit scared... it was around 10 at night outside simons house... me and jc were in simons jeep and simon went inside the house to get something... the engine was on... then the bloody engine started ramming by itself... it was like some1 was pressing on the accelerator but no1 was in the driver's seat... i was thinking "eeeehhh fuck it".... the jc had to open his mouth and say that it might be a ghost... he started shouting at this 'ghost'... i got scared... now i dont believe in ghost, but if they were real, why the fuck was jc angering it... anyway, i had a lot of fun over there...

what i look for in a movie

2009-12-10T22:23:00.000-08:00

movies are wonderful. the ability of a director to make so many scenes and place them together in a reel to be portrayed to us, is magical. the music, the soundtrack, of a movie adds glitter to the magic. everything about a perfect movie is just magnificent. my favourite movie is the lord of the rings. it is, to me, the lord of all movies. it has everything a movie must have. when i watched the first part, 'the fellowship of the ring', it was on tv. i didnt get a chance to watch it on the big screen, the theatre. this was similiar for the second movie.. i became a fan of the saga abit too late to catch the first two parts in the theatre.. when i watched the first installment for the first time, i made up my mind that that was the best movie that i have ever experienced... the story, the music, the effects, .... everything... the next day, i went and bought the dvd for the second installment,'the two towers'. the war scenes were just epic... im not much of a reader, but i do know the difficulty in portraying a story as well as it was portrayed in the novel... but peter jackson did it so well...

my favourite english actor would be... damn, i cant name just one, so im gonna name a few.. denzel washington, al pacino, robert deniro and sean penn... these guys know real acting... they know how to put you in their shoes as they portray any role they play.. hte beauty of their acting is, it's like they're not acting.. i watched the movie 'law abiding citizen' day before yesterday. it was an AWESOME movie.. the twists were so unexpected.. and gerard butler's acting was so effing good... but the theatre cut so many scenes where he'd torture his victims..

now if you're not indian, i recomend you don't read this part coz you wont understand what im talking bout...
now i dont hate hindi movies, but the nonsense in it i do hate... if 300 bollywood movies were made in a year, 250 of them would be the corny love story that russel peters talked about. bollywood moives(most of them, but not all) are all about glamour. there's nothing realistic about their movies... bengali and malayali movies on the other hand, are realistic and mostly art movies. these are the kinds of movies that portray the real indian cinema... not the bollywood crap that you see on rtm or ZEE... for example,movies made by satyajit ray are so well taken that he has been accepted as a genius worldwide... kamal hassan has been accepted as an actor who can do any role. and mohanlal is such a great actor that the japanese have asked him to star as a freedom fighter in one of their movies... but these actors arent the actors getting all the credit from the indian majority.. it is actors like shah rukh khan, vijay, rajini kanth and a few other overglamourised actors who are being given credit... wat the hell eh??!!

music now vs music then

2009-12-10T03:25:00.001-08:00

what has happened to music. humans are supposed to undergo evolution, from stupid to smart, from monkey to man, from dumb to creative, from lazy to hardworking. we are supposed to change for the good with time. but music seems to be 'de-evolutionisong'. sad, sad... what we hear in the radio is terrible nowadays. t pain, lil wayne, chad kroeger(not sure of the spelling of his name), kanye west and all sorts of crap. and most of these new artists are rap and rnb oriented. im not saying that rap is a terrible kinda music, but the new rap is. what kinda music plays a stupid annoying club tune which is so easy to create, and talks about girls, asses, tits, booze, cocaine and weed? NEW RAP. there are good rap songs. for example' dance with the devil'. but what ever happened to the magic that was created in the 60s and 70s. even in the 50s and 40s there were great artists. did the music of led zeppelin die off with john bonham. did the magic of pink floyd fade into the dark side of the moon and never appear again. it all comes down to this, old rock beats new rock. old rap beats new rap. and overall, the music of this generatiuon sucks.. for god's sake, even taylor swift is nominated for a grammy... damn, what i would give to be born in the uk in the 60s.... pop culture, radio and mtv have killed music...